Heavy Heart

 Before starting with an introduction, let me share the burden that's making my heart heavy. I have always been a notorious yet timid person. Till my Engineering first year, for me love is like a never land. I will never get into love and thought no one will first love a fat chick like me. In the first year, a guy who is friend of friend pinged me in Facebook. Ahhhh....yeah , Facebook is the Tinder then. I hope almost every girl would have faced various kind of abuses in facebook. Even boys would have. So the intelligent me, thought of being very careful never ever trusted this guy when he pinged me. I consciously ignored his messages. Later on we both were introduced by a common friend. He was in a single sided relationship and the other girl was not ready to get into one. He used to message me and slowly he started to share about her and his feelings to end his life. For me then, a person who was so much influenced by cinema, used to think only girls cheat in a relationship and g