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Love is a Seesaw game

 Hello everyone, i am here to share another thought. In a relationship, both cannot be dominant at the same time. When one is angry, loving , emotional or high in any feelings then other plays a subtle role so as to balance things out. In my case I always wanted to be dominant or to put in other words I always wanted to do things my way. But my then partner also wanted to be the same. Whereas in my case I was very clear and transparent and never forced him to do anything he is not willing to. But he was very clever and disguised and always gets things done. The tool he used was my emotions. If he wants anything to get done , it will be done either by pleading or crying or self hurting etc ...just to make me do things that he wanted to and that I am not comfortable or willing to do so. He believes that all men want is sexual favours from women , so I should not have any male friends that he don't approve of . All that be believed was men are not so good but the one thing he forgot o

Heavy Heart

 Before starting with an introduction, let me share the burden that's making my heart heavy. I have always been a notorious yet timid person. Till my Engineering first year, for me love is like a never land. I will never get into love and thought no one will first love a fat chick like me. In the first year, a guy who is friend of friend pinged me in Facebook. Ahhhh....yeah , Facebook is the Tinder then. I hope almost every girl would have faced various kind of abuses in facebook. Even boys would have. So the intelligent me, thought of being very careful never ever trusted this guy when he pinged me. I consciously ignored his messages. Later on we both were introduced by a common friend. He was in a single sided relationship and the other girl was not ready to get into one. He used to message me and slowly he started to share about her and his feelings to end his life. For me then, a person who was so much influenced by cinema, used to think only girls cheat in a relationship and g